Archive for September, 2009

Like a child…

I was driving into work the other day, earlier than I normally head into my office. I quickly realized that I was coming in while children were waiting for the school bus. There were kids playing at their street corners.

Then I passed a father and two boys waiting at the end of their driveway. The one son was probably 6 years old or so, and he was pacing back and forth while having a conversation with his dad. The other son was probably 3 or 4 years old and he was standing with his back to his father, his right hand over his head to hold his father’s hand.

I started to think to myself, at some point we all grow up and stop leaning on our father. It is very uncomfortable to stand the way that kid was standing, but it was also very natural for him. We all move away and want our autonomy from our parents… “daddy, let me…”

It is probably why when the disciples asked Jesus about entering the kingdom… Jesus used this picture we all knew… “whoever humbles himself like this child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven.” (from Matthew 18) If we were like the younger of the two sons with our hand over our heads leaning into our father.

I hope that I would be more uncomfortable and lean into my Father more often, every day… will you join me?

sj

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How far?

My life situation has brought me to a place where I am working in a ministry position that is a great skill-fit for me. I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that I am where God wants me to be.

That being said, I have yet to feel like I am home.

What I sacrificed to take this new position and move my life from Nashville to North East, MD was my community. I was spoiled with a ridiculous amounts of great friends who were in similar life-stages. I truly had a secure sense of community. I had people calling me and people I could call. Here in North East, I haven’t got to that place.

Trying to overstate the glaringly obvious:
Nashville is a city with 500,000 people and about double that within the county…
North East, MD has 2,733 people

I have talked with some friends and I need to accept that I am in a different place. It is going to require traveling a distance to get anywhere… Which takes me to the question of the day…. How far? How far would you travel for; church, dinner, shopping, friends?

sj

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Every Morning

“Because of the LORD’s great love we are not consumed,
for his compassions never fail.
They are new every morning;
great is your faithfulness.” Lamentations 3:22-23

I am struggling with a theological issue.

I know that this is a great truth.

I know that I am tremendously blessed.

I have so much for which to be grateful.

And yet… there are days when I wake up and have a hard time getting my engines going. Days when I feel like I might have gotten up on the wrong side of the bed, and/or should have just gone back to bed… they happen.

So, how do we reconcile these?

sj

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